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5/06/2012 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Twisted Sister

Twisted Sisters

Walk with a mirror
under your nose
and mushroom lights
jump up to divert you
until your feet
find the vacuum
of space and you suddenly
are afraid of the abyss
made above the stairs
and you have to peek
just to be sure
that it’s alright
to step up
when you know
you could fall
into the fathoms below
but it’s better than
the other childhood game
that lava melted your feet
until laughter succumbed you
both safe on the couch.

But it just isn’t the same
when you are alone and forty.

9/18/2011 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – The Long and the Short of It

The Long and the Short of It

Procrastination
and I have been friends
for a long time
so it should not have been
a surprise
to see my expanding waistline
reflecting
on my rain-washed car door
morphing it
into a fun house mirror
horror show
that caused
the passing birds
to lose their bowels
finally allowing me
an opportunity
to use the short
four-letter collection
of words I have been saving
for just such an occasion.

1/30/10 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – When Shadows Don’t Match

Shadows

When Shadows Don’t Match

My shadows
are supposed to stay
where they are put.

That is the law
of windows at night
and lawns when the sun
is tired.

Reflecting,
I must leave the darkness.

I will rip my feet
from the black socks
that connect me
to that distorted lie
in the carnival mirror.

I am not that girl.

I will put my socks in the washer
tumbling until
one is lost forever
and I emerge
clean.

9/19/09 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections

10, 11, All Good Girls Go to Heaven

If she had been good
at taking advice
she would have listened to me.

But she lacked that skill,
and a few others.
He would count them
one-by-one
until she started pouring
pills faster than liquor.

Only her pharmacist knows
how much she loved him
by the number of pills
he counted two-by-two
into a bottle labeled
with his urgent warnings.

She is now an expert
of out-of-body experiences,
taking her away
where abused women live,
black veils covering
one-and-all,
a side effect of love.

Sticky Business

Post it notes scribbled with necessities
cluttered his desktop
and spilled over to his fridge
until he was connected
by minute threads of paper fiber
pressing their collected
importance into the back of his neck
where his repeated rubbing
could not erase.

She made the mistake
of moving THE note
off the mirror so she could apply
a tempting slather of rose red lipstick
and was admonished
with a collected list
of important reminders
of just how necessary
his paper trail was.

But then he saw
the litter of her femininity,
her trailing shoes and brushes,
her nylons and earrings,
her lingering lavender perfume,
had been carefully packed
and abruptly removed.

He posted another note
written in pen
so as not to erase:

Apologize.

5/30/09 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections

Objects In Mirror
Are Closer Than They Appear

In the back seat
of our family car,
we are rolling up the windows
and complaining to dad
about the odor
coming from the cornfield
we are passing.

The farmer,
riding on his dusty John Deer,
is taking in the deepest
of breaths
sucking it all in
until he is tasting
the scent
of money
growing deep into
his fading pockets.

He can afford to smile
and wave at us
as we pinch our noses
and drive away.

Flatlined

There is a lifelong
debilitating disease
that artists suffer
causing them to abruptly wake
from a sound sleep
as if from an electric shock
with their shifting eyes thinking
resting on nothing in the blackness
until they frantically
reach for the notepad
and pre-sharpened pencil
on the nightstand.

The ability to write
without seeing the line,
a compelling genetic defect,
is causing them to break
from the rest of night
to rise with their thoughts
before the dawn’s activity
can flood them away.

Their lovers have come
to follow in their wake
turning off curling irons
and moving pots off the stove
where interruptions
have carried them away
drowned in thought.

Burnt Sienna

When she was small
and picked up her crayons
the 64 box
held all the colors
she needed.

And my Crayola girl
colored in magenta
vibrant and lively
bubbling with the laughter
that painted her mood.

And gray was bypassed then
for sepia and raw umber
when forceful scribbling
was needed.

So there is no surprise now
when her nights
are marked in black and white
with no way to erase
the mistakes of the day.

If she had been playing
with an Etch-a-sketch,
she might have learned
to turn her troubles over
and shake them away.