Tag Archive | mother

Venetian Blind

light
through the slats
as the day
closed in

breath
through clenched
teeth lingered
with skin

morning
mother smiling
lunch packing
fool

and I
none the wiser
on my way
off to school

4/29/2015 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – No One Likes Her Aspic Salad

No One Likes Her Aspic Salad

What she doesn’t know
is there’s only
a curvy carroty
snake-like hook
of an ‘s’
between mother
and smother
where a good spit clean
always lasts too long
like braids too tight
in starched underwear
while overheard praise
becomes a mocking taunt
and who ever invented
the ‘kid-on-a-leash’
should be forced
to smile at her
and eat it.

4/20/2015 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – My Scar, the Proof

My Scar, the Proof

I tried to close the opening
the bed rail made
but between the blood
in my eyes
and spots on the floor
the dishtowel could hold
no more
and I remember the gasp
my mother released
all the way to heaven
as her hand pressed
until the doctor
could prove
his stitching skills
and mother could
not thank him enough
for his knowledge
of quilting
and her hatred
for him
and his feminine ways
would bloody
her eyes
no more.

6/24/ 2012 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Child’s Play

(From Poetic Bloomings prompt:  http://poeticbloomings.com/)

Child’s Play

I have blown my share
of tiny bubbles
sending them drifting off
to space,
yet not one of them
with my breath
could live a second more.

So when God
was done mixing up
the heavens and the earth,
I hope his mother
tenderly kissed his head,
and let him lick the spoon.

10/14/2011 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Sidewalking

Sidewalking

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Taken with a gasp,
our severing is swift,
even though my mother,
and I in my enlightenment,
saw the darkness coming.

——————————————

At first I jump.
‘Don’t step on the crack,’
but anger builds till my feet rejoice
in a double-footed cementing
breaking of my mother’s back.

——————————————

Then faith must carry us,
each to our own square
till we slowly stand alone
and set our worlds upright
allowing our breath to escape again.

——————————————

Then, head up, I walk
ignoring the cracks
down my own twisted path,
leaving my mother
perplexed at my pace.

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4/30/10 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Stained Blue

Blueberries

Stained Blue

I held my father’s hand
walking through
barren land
searching for
elusive blueberries
when my father let go
of the expectation
that he should at least
have said good-bye.

But memories fade,
his and mine.

Perhaps my hand
was only reaching in
my half empty bucket
digging for a tiny taste
of sweetness.

Suddenly Buddhism Makes Sense

Yes,
it was a special day.

We were all there,
some by force
of the buffet,
some by force
of mothers.

And suddenly,
my dog
feeling the force
of Mother Nature,
left a piece
at the feet
of my Aunt Kate.

My dog,
now obviously
the reincarnation
of my Uncle Ted,

may he rest in peace,

caused Aunt Kate
loudly to dismay,
“My God!”

(Humor only, not meant to offend.  LUV to my Buddhist friends!)

Co-Pilot

There seems to be no end
of words I spill.
I spit.
I cry.

I write them down
of necessity, my need
to witness,
to speak.

If only someone comes
of gentle heart,
to read,
to breathe.

There will be no end
then of my soul.
Lift it.
Let us soar.

4/11/10 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – The Last Board

swing

 

The Last Board

His father built him a swing set
imagining dirty hands
on the sturdy chains,
worn tennis to the sky.
Laughter.

But a season has passed
with new buds
giving a reason to
his tears.

How does a boy
climb closer to his mother
when she is in heaven
and he has his foot
on the last board?

4/04/10 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Run

Hibiscus 1

PROMPT 4: Write a history poem.

Run

Sidewalks
colored, Easter chalk,
drawing green twisting tendrils.

Sunny morning,
kneeling day
in white lacy gloves.

Mother’s warning,
“Take them off”
still ringing in my ears.

I remember
yellow blooms
big as her opened hand.

With sheers in hand,
draw out winter pain
by cutting to the quick.

My hibiscus can’t run like me,
stuck
kneeling deep in dirt.