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7/07/09 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections


The Shadorma is a syllabic poem. It has six lines – (a sextet) with a syllable pattern: 3/5/3/3/7/5

Shadorma Thief

My eyes closed
I slept beside you,
holding you,
loving you,
and waking today, you’re gone.
Someone stole my dreams.

Flight of the Challenger

“Clean your room already!”
she said for the thousandth time.

But six years said I deserved better
so I loaded my Radio Flyer with licorice and toys
and headed down the sidewalk.

The block was long but I was determined
to leave my chores behind.

Running away from everything
is a luxury that only children can afford
with a twenty-five cent allowance.

And I would have gotten all the way to Michigan
if only I had been allowed to cross the street.

Cinderella Daydreams

It was a lazy summer day
with nothing to inspire a child
until Mom took me to the garden
and picked the hollyhocks.

With only her knowing fingers
she pinched off the opened flowers
and handed me the tiny buds
before going back inside.

I couldn’t see her vision
until flowers were flipped like skirts
and green removed from buds
left tiny eyes and upswept hair.

We filled a dish with water
and the flowers were transformed
into floating floral ladies
and imagination danced away.


A Harmony of One

There is no more our song
just pieces of love gone wrong.

Yet the broken glass of the disco ball
keeps on spinning its dancing light.

From ceiling to floor dappling shadows
transform my imperfections.

In time I’ll move from dark to light
wherever the music takes me.

But now all I want to do is dance
and learn the tune of my song.

Co-Existing

Some days I kneel to the order of things
watering flowers and pulling weeds,
but deep furrows grow in my brow
and confusion chokes my life from me.

For if God is in the flowers
and the Devil’s in the weeds,
then where am I in the garden
when I can’t tell them apart?

5/28/09 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections

Between the Light and the Storm

I was twelve
a street away from a teen
when I stood in the rain
soaked to my skin.

It was one of those moments
you never forget
when you realize that the event
shouldn’t happen, but did.

I was looking across the street
and realized that my neighbor,
dry as a cactus,
was still in the sun.

It was a cloud over me,
but not him, and our street
was the dividing line
God drew in the sky.

I was sure angels were
forewarned not to cross
to the other side,
but I did.

It was that moment
I started on the road
to adulthood, brave enough
to challenge authority.

I was daring God
to bite me.