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6/23/2011 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Cat’s Cradle

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Cat’s Cradle

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I held your patterned reply,
your acknowledgement,
your voice the same,
but distant.

I held the lingered snatches
of smiles and advice
I selected to save,
but you did not.

‘One-time-best friend’
like other meant-to-be,
formed by manipulation
compliments.

Like ‘you have finally found
your medium’
saying the other attempts
were not salvageable.

Memories in your basement
like a dusty canvas
I thought you would
say, “Outstanding!”

But standing out of the circle
I thought connected us
that childish string game
only tangled us up.

5/16/10 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Poetry at Bedtime

Cat

Poetry at Bedtime

A hundred and one things
compile today;
my back yields to the weight
of all of them.

Yet, my cat must be hugged.

My fingers deep,
press her close
till my breath slows
to her softening purrs.

Yet, my poem must be written
before I sleep.

Digging deep
I try to leave my mark
as blood is seeping
from her scratch on my thigh.

4/01/10 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Purr in an Empty House

April

Today begins the PAD (poem a day) challenge at Poetic Asides.  Although my health is a day-to-day battle, I am attempting to compete again.  Armed with an arsenal of medications, I am back in the trenches.  I will be posting my poems here and at Poetic Asides.  Please leave comments that would help me choose my TOP 5 for the month, as that is all I can finally submit at the end of the month.  I appreciate all the support my friends, poet community, and family have given me to keep me going. THANKS!

PROMPT 1: Write a lonely poem.

Purr in an Empty House

Cat’s purr
enticing me
fighting to stay awake.

Chair knowing me
my weight pressing
our lonely embrace.

Clock mocking me
chiming in
filling my nothing day.

Cat seeking warmth again
playing with my furniture
with Shadows hiding the Sun.

Could I be losing
more than a game
as Pain becomes my friend?

10/14/09 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Shedding Tears; Chores

Shedding Tears

My slippers made no sound
as I crept with the morning
to curl in Grandma’s wingback
and tuck my robe over my legs.

If my cat had the quiet foresight
to know that I was leaving
a shedding of myself
into the ambient air
of that that room,
she never warned me.

Now here, in the same chair
that moved with us
to this different place,
I feel the baldness
of myself
exposed to no one
but my cat.

Now knowing
my own shameful
revealing of my regrets,
I yearn for the opportunity
to go back
and gather up
the bits I left of myself.

Back in the old house
where the floorboards
knew where I should walk,
other slippers
have swept my dust.

Chores

Grandma had a wringer washer
that could crack your arm
if you were so foolish
as to hang on
when the cloth
compressed.

The bucket caught
the dirty liquid
that the clothes
could no longer bare.

I think when your sadness
leaked onto me,
I absorbed more
than you released.

I carried it,
sloshing and spilling out
overflowing with my silence,
and you never felt
the loss
of a drop.

Put another sticker,
a shiny clean star,
on my chore chart.

I have earned it today.

8/13/09 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections

Dog Gone

Once the seeds have been spit
they hide in the grass
and even the dog loses them
begging for more.

I can’t pull them back
lost where they fell,
but save me your comments
’cause I need a strong kiss.

You shared your watermelon,
offered with a cold shoulder,
but save me your sweater
’cause I need a long sleeve.

Your cutting remarks
not meant for the dog
shed my watermelon tears
on this hot summer day.

Now you’ll have to beg.

Party of Two?

Tummy full, curled nose to tail,
eyes closed in quiet repose,
my cat does not care
that we are alone.

She sleeps through the hollow
of your shoes not on the stair
and the airborne silence
of the kid’s video games.

Conversations with a sleeping cat
are one sided and lacking
any emotional attachment
struggling to keep me awake.

Alone together, we nap.

6/28/09 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections

Mr. G

Mr. G waited patiently
on the shelf next to his twins
and he saw them lifted away
one by one until finally
he was the last
to go.

Then the little girl
from her stroller reached
her arms as far
as they could stretch
and yet she needed her mother
to lift him down
to her.

The two became inseparable
as they grew to be great friends
who played and loved and slept
through all the adventures
that a child needed
to know.

But one day Mr. G sat
forgotten on concrete wall
when the little girl needed
two hands to hold her cone
and then she began
to go.

Later, she cried inconsolably
and would find no replacement,
for who can take the place
of the dearest friend
to her.

Years have grown her to a woman
with her childhood pictures
close at hand
showing a little girl
holding tight to Mr. G
as if she had a psychic gift
to know:

Mr. G would go.

Hand Tools

I brace myself
when the first one comes
with knowledge
of more to come.

For they build in threes
my auntie says,
trouble and sorrow,
and death.

And family comes
to help construct a wall
holding me sturdy
through the blurring
of the days.

But then alone
when they thought
me strong,
my façade is broken,
softened by the touch
of my cat’s paw.