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Penny Loafers

George Henry Bass
was the maker of
Norwegian ‘Weejuns’
penny loafers
able to make both
Dean and the King
look cool
as those Ivy League
students too lazy
to find their socks
two pennies
for their thoughts
just enough then
for a phone call home
that Mommy please
guilt dip
into your own
secret stash
send more love
in the form
of a twenty
cause my two
sense
to rub together
is gone.

Empty Glass by the Open Window

If you were lucky
your eyelids were thick
heavy with yesterday
when the light of morning
tried weakly
to poke you
but mine were thinly
veiled gossamer
just wispy covers
disguised by lashes
when a tender breeze
stirred up trouble
as the light of morning
angrily flooded in
pouring over me
like yesterday’s guilt
and turning my back

only widened the shadow

4/7/2015 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Sweet Mystery of Life

Sweet Mystery of Life

It was the longing, seeking,
striving, waiting, yearning,
for rich milk chocolate
that tempted me
to sin.

The grocery clerk
slid other items by,
and I hung my head
to dig for quarters,
but the truth
hiding in my pocket,
was mine for the taking.

I felt past
my confessional days
with my back to the wall
where sliding screens
could diffused my sins,
and only the priest
would know why I blush
or cringe beneath
his blessing.

In my backyard,
a rabbit watched
as the candy wrappers
were the last to fall,
and without asking
he chomped my grass,
never spitting out
sweet guilt.

It was not love,
but love alone
that I was feeling,
and my salty stolen tears
at last I’ve found you.

5/26/2012 – Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Past the Date

Proud to say this poem earned a “Beautiful Bloom” at Poetic Bloomings!

Past the Date

You can toss it out
without any guilt
glugging it down the drain
with your head turned
to avoid any possible
stench
and there is no offense,
for milk proudly tells you
when it has had enough.

I have seen your head
turn from me
and I can smell your
disappointment
gritty
and clumped
with bitterness
while empty white jugs
pile like snow on our back porch.

12/27/09 Patricia A. Hawkenson’s Reflections – Candy Kisses

chocolate

Candy Kisses

When your hands are small
it is easy to wrap
your fingers
around a candy bar
that you didn’t pay for.

When your fingers
have grown for forty years
guilt can become too heavy
to take.

No scarlet A,
just a white O
around your finger,
the shame of your mistake.

Till a new temptation
melts your loneliness,
and stolen moments
are all you desire.

O,
how uplifting.